[ After that last message, Clary's quick to type another, suddenly realizing that perhaps telling Bellamy that wasn't such a good idea. She'd be weirded out hearing something like that (though living it is far, far worse). ]
God, I realize how horrible that sounds out loud. I really hope it doesn't change how you see me or anything; we really, genuinely had no idea.
[ She may not be as freaked out by Mia's existence now, but she's definitely panicking a little at the idea that she just fundamentally shifted Bellamy's perception of her. He's never given her reason to believe he'd just write her off because of something, but then this revelation isn't really the normal or expected sort. She certainly wouldn't blame him or anyone else for being grossed out by it or something. ]
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God, I realize how horrible that sounds out loud. I really hope it doesn't change how you see me or anything; we really, genuinely had no idea.
[ She may not be as freaked out by Mia's existence now, but she's definitely panicking a little at the idea that she just fundamentally shifted Bellamy's perception of her. He's never given her reason to believe he'd just write her off because of something, but then this revelation isn't really the normal or expected sort. She certainly wouldn't blame him or anyone else for being grossed out by it or something. ]