[ He might be a little nervous about her response in case she doesn't bounce back from it. Fortunately she does with a joke and he wishes he could see her right now to read her face.
At least she still wants him to come over. It gives him hope he hasn't screwed up as much as he thought. ]
If that's okay? [ He's giving her the option to change her mind, but despite the awkwardness, he still wants to see her. He's almost certain not seeing her until tomorrow would just create tension. The sooner he sees her, the easier it'll be to move on from it. ]
Before I go, in case I forget to say it later... that was my first time doing that. And you made it pretty damn memorable. [ He's not going to thank her because that would be weird, but he does sound appreciative. ] And I could say a lot more to make your face match your hair, but I'll save you the embarrassment.
Yeah, of course it's okay. [ Maybe it shouldn't be, maybe she should want space, but despite the part of her that's still smarting from his 180, she wants to see him. Which either says a lot about her stubbornness not to let this get worse or exactly how much she cares about Bellamy.
In spite of everything, knowing this was his first time makes her smile, pleased that she's able to offer it because he's been so many firsts for her here. The second part gets a laugh from her (though it's not quite as light and jovial as usual, even in the wake of an orgasm). ] I appreciate that. And I hope it was memorable in a good way; it would really suck for your introduction to sexting and phone sex to be bad.
[ Although with the sudden shift after they both finished, Clary's suspecting it might not all be good. ]
[ It wouldn't have been that big of a deal to Bellamy if it had been bad (though he can't see himself describing any experience with Clary that way). He wouldn't have held her personally responsible. Sometimes things work when it comes to sex, sometimes they don't. You can always try it again, or not. It's not the end of the world if it doesn't go to plan (he knows the end of the world and a bad sex experience isn't it). ]
There's only one way I can imagine myself using the word 'bad' in a sentence about you and it's mostly related to dirty talk. [ He opts for a response he's most comfortable with to keep the mood light. In a softer tone: ] You did good, Clary. You always do...
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At least she still wants him to come over. It gives him hope he hasn't screwed up as much as he thought. ]
If that's okay? [ He's giving her the option to change her mind, but despite the awkwardness, he still wants to see her. He's almost certain not seeing her until tomorrow would just create tension. The sooner he sees her, the easier it'll be to move on from it. ]
Before I go, in case I forget to say it later... that was my first time doing that. And you made it pretty damn memorable. [ He's not going to thank her because that would be weird, but he does sound appreciative. ] And I could say a lot more to make your face match your hair, but I'll save you the embarrassment.
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In spite of everything, knowing this was his first time makes her smile, pleased that she's able to offer it because he's been so many firsts for her here. The second part gets a laugh from her (though it's not quite as light and jovial as usual, even in the wake of an orgasm). ] I appreciate that. And I hope it was memorable in a good way; it would really suck for your introduction to sexting and phone sex to be bad.
[ Although with the sudden shift after they both finished, Clary's suspecting it might not all be good. ]
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There's only one way I can imagine myself using the word 'bad' in a sentence about you and it's mostly related to dirty talk. [ He opts for a response he's most comfortable with to keep the mood light. In a softer tone: ] You did good, Clary. You always do...
See you soon.