Thanks for the support. I'll be sure to thank you in all of my award acceptance speeches.
[ She does genuinely appreciate it like she does so many aspects of Bellamy. ]
I thought I'd at least do one or two clothed, but I'm definitely not going to complain if you want to strip every time. You could close your eyes? Or I could blindfold you.
[ Ideas start to percolate for her with that suggestion and not all of them are art related. ]
"None of this would have been possible without my sexiest friend and muse, Bellamy Blake."
I feel like I've been more undressed around than you than I have been clothed... If you need practice drawing clothes, I'll keep them on for starters.
I have to admit, the last time I wore a blindfold it was a little terrifying because I was undercover after purposely getting captured for a rescue mission... But I think I'd feel safe if you did it. [ He wants a better memory to associate with being blindfolded. ]
Actually, I need more practice with nude models than I do clothed. [ Which is the truth; drawing nudes wasn't really something her high school and all-ages classes at the community center allowed. ]
It would also be a lot more enjoyable, I hope. But only if you want. That sounds really awful, though. Did you get the people out?
[ It wasn't fine. A lot of people died, not his people but still human beings - and if he and Clary were face to face right now, she could probably tell it wasn't fine at all. But the memories are still fresh for him and he's not comfortable talking about it yet.
Changing the subject: ] Did you know all the famous artists drew their nude models while also nude? They claimed it helped them draw their subjects better.
[ Even not being face to face, Clary feels like maybe it was less than fine. Even if everyone got out, going undercover in a situation like that doesn't seem as though it'd be a walk in the park. But Bellamy moves on, so she'll respect that. ]
Oh really? They definitely didn't mention that in any of the museum tours I did. Probably a little too risque to mention in front of all those people.
[ More like obviously Bellamy just wants her naked, too, but that's totally fine by her. ]
We'll have to give it a try, though. How else will I end up on MoMA?
[ He'll probably talk about all his bad memories with her at some point. Just not in the middle of sexy talk, which he's more in the mood for than talking about death. ]
Well, of course they wouldn't mention it on the tours. Not in front of the kids. It's the only way you're gonna end up in that art museum.
I can picture you naked and straddling a chair while drawing me.
Are you kidding? Even if I wasn't focused on you for the portrait, I'm pretty sure I'd always notice you stroking yourself.
[ She remembers the couple of times he grasped himself that first night together; it's nice to have an actual memory as reference rather than just her imagination conjuring it up. ]
But I think I could deal with it if the rest of you stays still.
[ There are many things Clary can think of to offer him, some as simple as him fucking her after, but she remembers him mentioning something the day they were hit by the darts that might be more of a reward. ]
You did mention coming in my mouth once. Do you think having my lips around your cock would be a good reward?
I don't think there's a word that exists that would truly describe how great that reward would be for me.
[ It's a good thing he's so vocal about what he likes with her because it means in moments like this, she can suggest the perfect thing he'd enjoy. He really likes that she remembers. She's a good listener. ]
I love how your lips look after we've been kissing. A little bit swollen and flush. It's a teaser of what I imagine they'll look like after swallowing every drop from my cock. Or if you'd prefer not to do that, I can come over those runes above your chest, and on your breasts too.
[ Clary's never actually had a guy come in her mouth before. She's given a blow job or two, but it was always more or less just foreplay before they actually had sex. ]
The only way to know for sure which I prefer is to try both. Though I might make you help me shower after you come all over me.
You think I'd do that without helping you clean up after? How rude do you think I am?
You're spoiling me. Blowing me and then showering with me? I must have done something right.
[ Like go down on her, make her come harder than she ever has during missionary and fuck her publicly against a wall like his life depended on it. Maybe it was one (or all) of those things... ]
[ She imagines Bellamy can be rude, but she's yet to see it so it's hard to picture. ]
Well, you ARE going to model for me. And you made me come twice in one night. And made me come so hard the other day in front of that building that I haven't been able to stop thinking about it since.
[ There's also all of the non-sex-related things he's done and said, but that's not really the focus of this conversation. ]
But if you're worried about me spoiling you, we can forget the shower idea and just stick to me giving you head.
[ Oh, he can be plenty rude, though mostly to people he thinks deserve it. Fortunately Clary has earned nothing but kindness from him, as well as orgasms. ]
Us showering together is happening. You can't just take that back.
And if you think I can't beat that come count, you're wrong.
[ That's a tough choice... She'll probably opt for fingers, though. It seems safer when they're in a slick shower. ]
I'm just in a good mood. Things were so crazy and stressful back home, I didn't really have much time to work on my art. And if I'm being totally honest, I wasn't expecting to get my hands on any supplies here without hooking up with someone in exchange for them.
[ Working on the map was fun and all, but it's not the same and while she's thinking really hard about asking for her seraph blade by telling one of the robots about something she's done by, sex for art supplies just doesn't feel right. No matter how much she misses it. ]
[ Even if he wouldn't have minded if she'd hooked up with him to get art materials. Though the more he thinks about it, the more he wants to get them for her. ]
So what else do you use when you're making art? Paint? On canvases? I'm curious. [ He hopes he's being subtle because he imagines she wouldn't want him to spend his rewards on her. ]
Pencil or ink and paper, or charcoal and canvas are my usual go-to choices, but I really love painting on canvases, too. I've also been known to spray paint things on request.
[ Namely Simon's van, but she could transfer that particular art form to many other surfaces. And while she's honestly not thinking Bellamy's going to ask for supplies for her - surely he's just curious - she'll be thrilled to receive them. ]
Honestly, I'd take a set of crayons and napkins here if I have to.
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[ She does genuinely appreciate it like she does so many aspects of Bellamy. ]
I thought I'd at least do one or two clothed, but I'm definitely not going to complain if you want to strip every time.
You could close your eyes? Or I could blindfold you.
[ Ideas start to percolate for her with that suggestion and not all of them are art related. ]
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I feel like I've been more undressed around than you than I have been clothed... If you need practice drawing clothes, I'll keep them on for starters.
I have to admit, the last time I wore a blindfold it was a little terrifying because I was undercover after purposely getting captured for a rescue mission... But I think I'd feel safe if you did it. [ He wants a better memory to associate with being blindfolded. ]
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"Sexiest and most humble friend," you mean.
Actually, I need more practice with nude models than I do clothed. [ Which is the truth; drawing nudes wasn't really something her high school and all-ages classes at the community center allowed. ]
It would also be a lot more enjoyable, I hope. But only if you want.
That sounds really awful, though. Did you get the people out?
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[ It wasn't fine. A lot of people died, not his people but still human beings - and if he and Clary were face to face right now, she could probably tell it wasn't fine at all. But the memories are still fresh for him and he's not comfortable talking about it yet.
Changing the subject: ] Did you know all the famous artists drew their nude models while also nude? They claimed it helped them draw their subjects better.
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Oh really? They definitely didn't mention that in any of the museum tours I did.
Probably a little too risque to mention in front of all those people.
[ More like obviously Bellamy just wants her naked, too, but that's totally fine by her. ]
We'll have to give it a try, though. How else will I end up on MoMA?
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Well, of course they wouldn't mention it on the tours. Not in front of the kids. It's the only way you're gonna end up in that art museum.
I can picture you naked and straddling a chair while drawing me.
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I bet you wouldn't have any problems looking at me then.
[ He might have problems sitting still, though. ]
Think you could keep from touching me?
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Could I have my hand on my cock at least? Small strokes you'd barely notice?
[ Something tells him she'd notice. ]
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Even if I wasn't focused on you for the portrait, I'm pretty sure I'd always notice you stroking yourself.
[ She remembers the couple of times he grasped himself that first night together; it's nice to have an actual memory as reference rather than just her imagination conjuring it up. ]
But I think I could deal with it if the rest of you stays still.
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[ She has to pay him somehow for being the perfect model. ]
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You did mention coming in my mouth once. Do you think having my lips around your cock would be a good reward?
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[ It's a good thing he's so vocal about what he likes with her because it means in moments like this, she can suggest the perfect thing he'd enjoy. He really likes that she remembers. She's a good listener. ]
Have I told you how pretty I think your mouth is?
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No, I don't think you have.
Now's a perfect time to, though. So please, enlighten me. :)
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[ Well shit, he just made himself hard. ]
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The only way to know for sure which I prefer is to try both. Though I might make you help me shower after you come all over me.
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You're spoiling me. Blowing me and then showering with me? I must have done something right.
[ Like go down on her, make her come harder than she ever has during missionary and fuck her publicly against a wall like his life depended on it. Maybe it was one (or all) of those things... ]
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[ She imagines Bellamy can be rude, but she's yet to see it so it's hard to picture. ]
Well, you ARE going to model for me. And you made me come twice in one night. And made me come so hard the other day in front of that building that I haven't been able to stop thinking about it since.
[ There's also all of the non-sex-related things he's done and said, but that's not really the focus of this conversation. ]
But if you're worried about me spoiling you, we can forget the shower idea and just stick to me giving you head.
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Us showering together is happening. You can't just take that back.
And if you think I can't beat that come count, you're wrong.
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So scratch the blow job idea, then? If that's really what you want...
[ She knows that's not at all what he's saying, but she just can't resist. ]
I'll believe it when I see it. ;)
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You sure those art supplies you got weren't laced with something? Because you're really teasing me today.
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I'm just in a good mood. Things were so crazy and stressful back home, I didn't really have much time to work on my art. And if I'm being totally honest, I wasn't expecting to get my hands on any supplies here without hooking up with someone in exchange for them.
[ Working on the map was fun and all, but it's not the same and while she's thinking really hard about asking for her seraph blade by telling one of the robots about something she's done by, sex for art supplies just doesn't feel right. No matter how much she misses it. ]
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[ Even if he wouldn't have minded if she'd hooked up with him to get art materials. Though the more he thinks about it, the more he wants to get them for her. ]
So what else do you use when you're making art? Paint? On canvases? I'm curious. [ He hopes he's being subtle because he imagines she wouldn't want him to spend his rewards on her. ]
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[ Namely Simon's van, but she could transfer that particular art form to many other surfaces. And while she's honestly not thinking Bellamy's going to ask for supplies for her - surely he's just curious - she'll be thrilled to receive them. ]
Honestly, I'd take a set of crayons and napkins here if I have to.
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So you'll work with whatever you can get your incredibly skilled hands on.
[ Not just skilled at art. ]
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